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Misses from the heart

August 9 2008

I called dear using the help phone card that I bought. I cannot help it. She is all that I think of in the army bunk or Jungle. She is all that I think I need for the rest of my life. Despite the fact that she will be coming back this coming December which is 4 months away, I still wanted to go and see her.

I can no longer suppress the longing wait to see her again. Every moment without her is a painful stitch inside my heart. It is always telling me:” rui, please do what you are suppose to do. Just do not regret later that why you never do it in the first place.”

I hate myself, I hit myself, I scolded myself, I cried, why I cannot be there for her whenever she needs me. Why am I so useless, why am I making her cry every time the call is going to end and her voice becomes coarse till it fades away, why am I making the girl I truly really love cry, and lastly why I love her so much yet there is nothing I can do. I am in agony with my capabilities to make her smile; I become so useless when she is overseas.

I still remember when I was packing her luggage; I just practically cried and hug her real tight. I just cannot bear to see her go. That day when I sent her to the airport, I held back my tears when I see her cry because I want her to see the smiling me. It was painful. Seeing her waving hands to bid goodbye was the last thing I want to see.

All I can do is to make promises to her and make sure I hold by it. I make sure that I buy enough credits to call her in Australia so that she will be tired after the call and go back to sleep. I will always try to go to her house to look after the pet no matter rain or shine or how tired I am for the day, because her house brings precious memories to me. I will scrimp and save to make sure I will get enough money to go Australia to hug her and look into her eyes and tell her how much I love her in person. I will always look at the pictures that we took and the presents that she gave me to remind that there is this person out there in the world thinking of you too and it keeps me going on day by day while waiting for her to come back.

I will continue loving her simple because she loved and missed me no matter where she is. That is good enough.



If there is a point of time whereby I have to choose one day to remember of all the days I live and keep it new, I would pick the first time that I met that uniquely her.

I have never regretted knowing you and I choose to love you because you showed me what love is and the things I manage to do with you supporting me at the back.

I love you, come back fast, ok?

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Hope

It was her. The person I have been waiting for is finally here. I can feel it.I once lost hope in love and indulge myself in sports to avoid thinking about it.

But this time round, I think that its knocking on my door again.I do not want to miss this opportunity to love again. Its a long lost feeling but its so nice to gain it back again. I will not take it for granted but to put in more everyday so that she can be happy everyday.

She's going to Australia for 3 years soon. Its really sad to think of that, but everyday I pass is a day closer to seeing her again. I will stand by her till that day comes again.I will have her make up to me for 3 years of longing, misses and tears .ha ha. Seeing her getting hurt or get lonely hurts me too, so I guess I will save up money to find her in Australia during the 3 years to make sure that she is fine.

I'm missing you already, viki. Come back fast ok? I'm waiting for you to fulfill our 3 years pact. =]

I'll never give u up to other guys.

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New girl in my life

I met this girl initially @ bukit timah. She looks nerdy, but cute @ the same time @ first sight. At first I thought there was no chance for me to date this girl out because I am sure that she has alot of suitors around and I look like crap.

But after some get together times, I find that we actually click and she is available. I was like ," OMG, rui! what are you waiting for!!".

Some of the get together thing that we did was:
1) guessing chinese characters written on the car top using fingers tracing with memory.

2) the vivo outing whereby we sat next to each other and both of us are damn shy. lol

Of course, we have many other things that we did together but its kinda private you see. hehe... =p

After one certain incident that happened yesterday, I found that she is the next important thing that cannot be missed out from my life. I need her.

I only have 2 choices to make one.
1) To love her or
2) To love her more

I love you , viki =]

Please stay with me


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what does your name means?

What Koh Kheen Rui Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life. You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip. People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

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pardon me for being so outdated. It turns out that the ghost of the raffles place lift has its own story to tell. Please refer to the video as follows:

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The actual encounter video

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This guy explains everything

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Of course there are also other posts on their blog to show investigations on other ghostly encounters in offices as well. Just click HERE for their entries.

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