Life in NYP ©

Misses from the heart

2008-08-09T20:06:00.003+08:00

August 9 2008

I called dear using the help phone card that I bought. I cannot help it. She is all that I think of in the army bunk or Jungle. She is all that I think I need for the rest of my life. Despite the fact that she will be coming back this coming December which is 4 months away, I still wanted to go and see her.

I can no longer suppress the longing wait to see her again. Every moment without her is a painful stitch inside my heart. It is always telling me:” rui, please do what you are suppose to do. Just do not regret later that why you never do it in the first place.”

I hate myself, I hit myself, I scolded myself, I cried, why I cannot be there for her whenever she needs me. Why am I so useless, why am I making her cry every time the call is going to end and her voice becomes coarse till it fades away, why am I making the girl I truly really love cry, and lastly why I love her so much yet there is nothing I can do. I am in agony with my capabilities to make her smile; I become so useless when she is overseas.

I still remember when I was packing her luggage; I just practically cried and hug her real tight. I just cannot bear to see her go. That day when I sent her to the airport, I held back my tears when I see her cry because I want her to see the smiling me. It was painful. Seeing her waving hands to bid goodbye was the last thing I want to see.

All I can do is to make promises to her and make sure I hold by it. I make sure that I buy enough credits to call her in Australia so that she will be tired after the call and go back to sleep. I will always try to go to her house to look after the pet no matter rain or shine or how tired I am for the day, because her house brings precious memories to me. I will scrimp and save to make sure I will get enough money to go Australia to hug her and look into her eyes and tell her how much I love her in person. I will always look at the pictures that we took and the presents that she gave me to remind that there is this person out there in the world thinking of you too and it keeps me going on day by day while waiting for her to come back.

I will continue loving her simple because she loved and missed me no matter where she is. That is good enough.

If there is a point of time whereby I have to choose one day to remember of all the days I live and keep it new, I would pick the first time that I met that uniquely her.

I have never regretted knowing you and I choose to love you because you showed me what love is and the things I manage to do with you supporting me at the back.

I love you, come back fast, ok?

Hope

2008-05-29T13:18:00.002+08:00

It was her. The person I have been waiting for is finally here. I can feel it.I once lost hope in love and indulge myself in sports to avoid thinking about it.

But this time round, I think that its knocking on my door again.I do not want to miss this opportunity to love again. Its a long lost feeling but its so nice to gain it back again. I will not take it for granted but to put in more everyday so that she can be happy everyday.

She's going to Australia for 3 years soon. Its really sad to think of that, but everyday I pass is a day closer to seeing her again. I will stand by her till that day comes again.I will have her make up to me for 3 years of longing, misses and tears .ha ha. Seeing her getting hurt or get lonely hurts me too, so I guess I will save up money to find her in Australia during the 3 years to make sure that she is fine.

I'm missing you already, viki. Come back fast ok? I'm waiting for you to fulfill our 3 years pact. =]

I'll never give u up to other guys.

New girl in my life

2008-05-27T04:06:00.002+08:00

I met this girl initially @ bukit timah. She looks nerdy, but cute @ the same time @ first sight. At first I thought there was no chance for me to date this girl out because I am sure that she has alot of suitors around and I look like crap.

But after some get together times, I find that we actually click and she is available. I was like ," OMG, rui! what are you waiting for!!".

Some of the get together thing that we did was:
1) guessing chinese characters written on the car top using fingers tracing with memory.

2) the vivo outing whereby we sat next to each other and both of us are damn shy. lol

Of course, we have many other things that we did together but its kinda private you see. hehe... =p

After one certain incident that happened yesterday, I found that she is the next important thing that cannot be missed out from my life. I need her.

I only have 2 choices to make one.
1) To love her or
2) To love her more

I love you , viki =]

Please stay with me

what does your name means?

2008-05-25T21:24:00.004+08:00

What Koh Kheen Rui Means

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.

You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.

People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.

And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.

You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-05-18T04:05:00.003+08:00

pardon me for being so outdated. It turns out that the ghost of the raffles place lift has its own story to tell. Please refer to the video as follows:

The actual encounter video

This guy explains everything

Of course there are also other posts on their blog to show investigations on other ghostly encounters in offices as well. Just click HERE for their entries.

Does Love really exist? Discuss.

2008-05-09T01:03:00.006+08:00

How should I put it? Love does not really exist in my point of view. It’s more like 2 people wearing a mask that says the word “perfect” in everyone’s presence. And these 2 people will try to accommodate each other in daily activities. Some preferred to say that they are in love, well, in my point of view is, they need accompany, and that’s all.

Let’s put 1 couple in a situation whereby the wife is being held hostage and the husband is being threatened to jump before the wife can be released. In TV shows, we know the husband will ultimately jump off the building. But in reality, how many people can actually go that far to prove that Love really exists?

In another situation, if the wife/husband is being disfigured on the face in a fire hazard and resulted in the lower body being paralyzed, how many of the man/woman can actually spend the rest of their life time to take care of the other half?

Has the vow of marriage ever taken effect on the couples when they say it, or it’s just a process of the ROM that couples go through and forget?

Don’t lie, because someday when you are going to go through these scenarios or similar, you might regret getting in “LOVE” in the first place.

If any one of you has any other rebuttal points to go against me, let’s do it on the comment floor, yea?

Zouk nights out

2008-05-05T00:31:00.003+08:00

Went to zouk on last Friday night around 9.30pm to get that cheap 18 dollars entry. ha ha ... then after that my friends and I went to have some food @ the nearby prata house to have the worse mee goreng.

It tasted like SHIT! And its costs around 3 plus 4 if I am not wrong. The Milo was $1.60 when the he just cut it out from a milo packet drink!! FUCK man. It's so freaking expensive. =_="

After that, we went to get the 6 complimentary drinks @ the bar counter. 2 gene tonic, 2 ABC , one apple and one orange Vodka. After that we waited for the chics to come and dance but none went to the dace floor until 12 plus midnight.

I called for another gene tonic and red bull vodka jug since it was a one for one deal. haha... not bad @ all. I practically have 2.5 jugs of vodka which left me half dead but bloody high to dance all night long till 2 plus in the morning before leaving for home.

Maybe I shall post some of the pictures tomorrow to let you guys have a look.

Zouk rocks but not to my expectations for the night =/ ha ha ... shall head on for more explosive clubs in the future. =]

New jobs

2008-05-05T00:13:00.004+08:00

Haha ... this job is an even more relaxing job than star hub. This is neither a joke nor a hoax. This is true. All you need is your attention for 5 mins interval. Now make a guess that this job is. =p

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Still can't figure it out?

It’s actually doing some market survey on the taxis by doing a head count on how many passengers are there on different time slots of the day.

This is one hell of an easy job man. I'll be stationed @ Wisma Atria tomorrow.

Look out for me guys, 11am to 2pm and 5pm till 11pm. I'll be counting the cabs and please, wave @ me if you happen to see me alright. =] thanks! Haha...

ORD FROM STARHUB

2008-05-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

Yahoo.....~ finally ORD from star hub .This job is actually the easiest job u can ever ask for in the whole industry from my perspective.

It’s not that demanding in any ways but it’s more of answering those calls that might leave you in ANGRY mode for the rest of the days. As I have mentioned earlier of the posts, some of those customers call just to ask from trouble in the early morning and you still have to act like you really don't mind him scolding you.

Well, other than that this job is really quite good. You just have to memorize some facts and FAQs to just pamper some of those callers happy enough to end their call sessions with you.

Sounds simple? Sign a contract with Star hub and you will know what I mean. Ha ha...

WEE~~

Ending of contract soon! =]

2008-04-20T03:38:00.001+08:00

It’s a Saturday and I am feeling quite lethargic already. =_=" All I can say is that I am sick of this star hub job even though the pay is good.

Firstly, the transportation issue. Once u reach bouna vista, you still have to wait for the company bus. And that is not all, sometimes the crowd is so large, you will have to wait for the next bus which is about 20 to 40 mins away.

Secondly, the lousy Team leader, I must say that it is my fate to have such a lousy team leader. His face is as black as shit which poky dots all over his face. He speaks some hostile language and expects people to listen to him as he tries to install some irrational commands within us.

Thirdly, angry customers who always call to put the blame on us as if we started off all the problems. If we do not give them an answer within certain time limit, they will lecture you and limit the thinking process thus, the ineffective way of settling down to a solution.

Well, there are a lot more to grumble on and it’s going to be very lengthy, but these are some of the few main points that I have pointed out. Customer service sucks.

Bike Lesson

2008-04-15T18:51:00.000+08:00

Went to my Bike 1.02 Lesson and it was my first time to ride so fast around a bend in the circuit that my knees was practically 5cm away from the tar ground. LOL.

That's not me!! lol. Just a sample Pic =]

The instructor got his balls dropped when he saw me doing that. Well, I got a scolding but proceeded on after that. The instructor seems pretty satisfied and he got me to join the class @ Lesson 1.03 immediately and I was shocked.

There is still an hour before this practical lesson ends and he is putting me out on my own. Well, I tried to do my best for that 1.03 lesson but was not able to make it in the end. Haha… But I am glad that my instructor let me tried.

Thanks to him, I get to have a sneak peek and unpaid trial for the next lesson. Not bad @ all, Sure to pass the next practical lesson!! I am looking forward to my new ride and bike customization when I pass. =]

BAD CUST ATTITUDE

2008-04-14T16:14:00.001+08:00

I got to admit it, its not easy in the customer service line. Below is a part of a mini call log that I have been through with an angry customer who wants to get their stuff done swift and nice. The log is as follows:

3.15pm, 14 April (Feeling quite ok = /)

I got an ear slashing today, from one hell of an angry customer.
This is what he says:

Barbarian: I want to resume account, Block 5** blab blab blab, faster

ME: Sir, u are talking too fast, can u slow down your talking speed please.

Barbarian: Eh. Fuck you, give u this also cannot find my account.

ME: sir, can u kindly give me your IC no please.

Barbarian: (TALKING DAM DAMN FAST) S12345678A

ME: Sir, I’m sorry that I didn’t manage to catch it. Can u kindly repeat it again?

Barbarian: FUCK you man, u are bloody slow. Give u this, u cannot find, bloody hell. Go and die la.

ME: (THINKING: I am bloody hell going to stab u to death my dear customer)

//Dear customers in whatever line that you are purchasing, please do take note that you are talking to a human like you are talking to your loved ones. Or else, you will just earn yourself a reputation that is as bad as your talking attitude. =_=”

I respect you as a customer/senior but I hate you in person. But bear that in mind!!!

Be thankful I am not there in person. Or else I am sure to give you something that regret yourself being born in the very first place!!!!! ARGH!!!

@_@ || At work || =_="

2008-04-12T17:39:00.000+08:00

Every Morning, its like a cycle @ work. Going to the pantry to get Coffee, setup the applications on the computer, put on the headphone Mic and you start to wait for people to call and u do ur stuff.

Below are my working environment pics ard my desk:

Its kinda interesting to hear diff ppl from all over the globe to call you and ask for ur help. Cos u are the consultant(GOD) and they are the ppl(PEASANTS) in difficulties.

Some funny cases would be:

ME: How may I address u sir?
Peasants: Blk 515 bukit batok..
ME: =_=", ok Mr blk 515..

ME: How may I assist u sir?
Peasants: I would like to activate my YUM YUM ASS..
ME: You mean MMS sir? XD

ME: Can I have ur address sir?
Peasants: Let me check with my wife
ME: (Think that is his mistresses home, haha) =P

Well, basically these cases make my day.

I picked up drawing in the company too, my colleague was drawing comic characters one day and I have this sudden urge to draw it too. haa. Below are the works of mine and his:

Jealous of it alr? hahaha.. better be cos i spent quite some time on it.

Keep u guys updated when I get more characters drawn up when I am bored again. haa..
This is rui signing off~ =]

A phase in my life

2008-04-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

So many times I have tried in my life to maintain something so precious to me. In the midst of protecting those important to me, I always tend to lose something else. And ultimately, I will lose my grip off everything that I once held tightly.

Be it Love, life, friends, family, wealth or fame. Everything I once adore has turned its back on me when I was getting comfortable with it.

Now, someone that I admired and tried chasing has made her choice. I have tried, very hard, but to a forecasted result that everyone should have known a long time ago when it first started off. It must be either due to my stupidity in EQ or inexperience to react in these situations.

Everything is so quiet now; my room seems more compacting than it was before. The flowers have dried up and the dust is getting thicker as the days go by. My mind could barely think as fast as it could before. The particles are slowing down as if it is trying to pace along with my breath. The open doors within me are going to match very soon. All I can do is speculate the whole scene in silence doing nothing else, but watch the show as it proceed to a bitter end. No one is able to neither alter nor lend a helping hand to salvage this situation since time has spoken its stand.

The way ahead of me seems so treacherous and unclear to my naked eyes. I am so afraid that I will fall and trip again, maybe this time; I might not be able to stand up again. Who is going to give me the strength to stand up again and who is going to light up the path ahead of me. I wish time can tell me the answer to my queries.

But right now, I just want to put down the weight that I am holding and take a good rest before heading on the road again.

The big fiery sun is finally setting as it let off a cool soothing wind in the evening sky.

Ending of NYP

2008-03-19T03:00:00.000+08:00

Finally, I have completed my diploma .haa.. Even though the results were not splendid, I am just glad that i managed to cramp through my poly days.

Its been 3 years of fun, hell, and not forgetting humiliation. haha. But its like a long story that needs 5 long days to tell.Daily schooling might boring, but its the company that brings me to forward to look to even if there is going to be a boring lecture ahead @ 8.30 in the morning. lol....

Some lecturers are nice, some comedian, and some are just idiots. lol.. But luckily, i met more nice and comedian than those that are idiots. =p

During my Final Year Project days, I had the most fun even though i first met some of those new sch mates and lab technicians. We didnt talk much initially but hit it off quite well after some jokes and laughters that open hearts to accepting new people around us. The programming project was a tragedy but was beautified to a presentable interface even though we know this application sucks. lol.. Thanks to aldis for making it possible. Thanks BRO!

I learn how to play WOW in Poly due to some influence by ren jie and jack.. lol.. They are the pros man.. But no matter how i get to learn the game, its just doesnt get into my head. haa.. in the end, they persuade me to give up. lol...

During the final year examinations, I rmb that Zhen wen and i had those bitter gourds and started laughing so much that we thought that the auntie from the Yong Tau Fu added some laughing powder in it. hahahahaha.... XD Cant stop laughing.. its damn hilarious

I think other than all achievements i made academically,the most proudest achievement that I myself can shout out is the amount of Good friends and people i met in NYP all these 3 years.

They influence me and nurture me to a better person. I was much of a bad kid and now, hahaha.. u know the rest.. sounds Bull??? I think so.. But that's RUI!! lol

Dun break the bond, lets hold the hands together and remember the look in each others eyes, the laughters that each of us will sound, the smile that brightens ur day. the disturbance / tease that one will make to the other,the games that we played tgt, the jokes that we shared, the bad days that we endured tgt, the funniest moments that each and every1 of u have and lastly, the way that u call each others name as "True Friends".

see u Poly days.. But friends, lets keep in touch =]

Cheers to friendship! =]

Life

2008-02-20T17:17:00.001+08:00

this is something that Iwould like to share with you people.

There are moments in life when you miss someone
so much that you just want to pick them from
your dreams and hug them for real!

When the door of happiness closes, another opens;
but often times we look so long at the
closed door that we don’t see the one,
which has been opened for us.

Don’t go for looks; they can deceive.
Don’t go for wealth; even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
because it takes only a smile to
make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Dream what you want to dream;
go where you want to go;
be what you want to be,
because you have only one life
and one chance to do all the things
you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,
enough trials to make you strong,
enough sorrow to keep you human and
enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don’t necessarily
have the best of everything;
they just make the most of
everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always
be based on a forgotten past;
you can’t go forward in life until
you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

Trip to Ubin

2008-02-03T13:11:00.000+08:00

Just reach ubin

Let take some pics first. lol

Let's do some warmup before we go!

First Stop:Da Bo Gong Temple. Reach there about 5 mins ride from the starting point at the jetty. Cant help but whipped out the Camera for a photo taking session. =p

Saw this area with a lot of birds flying around according to season. But not us of course!

After that we cycled to this area with a lot of butterflies but have a lot of obstacles (slopes) to go against before reaching there. *my friend, Wei jie actually agitated a snake there. Luckily he dodged it in the nick of time when the snake strikes. Well, the beautiful scenery over takes the snake encounter pretty fast. We are taking pictures again at the 'CRIME' scene again. haa..

Me with that Snake Hand Sign encounter =p XD

We carried on our journey to unrevealing more areas of Ubin.
And we reached:

Saw an uncle fishing there. He's quite a fisherman. lol.. skillful I must say. Just threw in the bait and some fishes are up on the hook the next moment! Amazing...

I'm flying... haha

As we were cycling, Wei jie spotted this Spider and started to meddle with the camera. Compare and contrast. Which one is better?lol...

wei cong's

Wei jie's

We carried on our journey after laughing and commenting at wei jie's "Professional" photography skills. We passed this lake with water that is crystal GREEN. Its as though the water is left untouched for decades!

After that photo taking, it started drizzling and we have to chiong all the way back to the jetty. haha. But half way there, the rain stopped and we decided to go to Check Jawa, a new place built up for exibitions of ubin life. But we nvr took any pics there. Had some Coconut drinks there. Tasted like isotonic drink, 100 plus , u know! lol..

After that we head back to the sea side near the jetty for a rest. Its a long cycling ride back.

We were cam whoring over there. lol..

RUI: Watch my back securities. lol

Security one said:ｏｋ！　＊smiled＊

Security two said:Ａｆｆｉｒｍａｔｉｖｅ！　＊smiled＊

Man.. nearly fell back there. lol..

Rui: WHOA! *slipped*
Wei jie:　Ｃｌｕｍｓｙ　ｆｅｌｌａ．　ｓｉｇｈ．．　ｗｈａｔ　ｔｏ　ｄｏ．．．
wei cong: HAHA XD

Which one looks more like the Statue of Sir Stamford Raffles in Singapore? lol..

After which, we went to the drink store to NUA　some more. haha. ITs really relaxing when are away from the noisy city and place yourself closer to nature.

This is the drink stall where we Nua~ all the way

We returned out bicycles after. It was really cheap. $7 for the whole day! Worthwhile.

At about 4 plus 5, we headed off to the jetty and went back to SG. =`( (SOB)

Ｉ　ｈａｄ　ａ　ｇｒｅａｔ　ｄａｙ　ａｔ　ｕｂｉｎ．　ｌｏｖｅ　ｉｔ！

Ｉ＇ｍ　ｃｏｍｉｎｇ　ｂａｃｋ　ｆｏｒ　ｍｏｒｅ！！

Labs and run away

2008-01-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

It was a stressful and dis-stress day. HA HA.. how should i put it..

k, heres what happened.

I woke up @ 10 plus when I have a lab test @ 11. I need an hour to get to sch therefore i chiong using the cab.To my surprise, the cab fare today was SGD$12.50 when it used to be SDG$17.50. HA HA... So when i asked the uncle, he said this is a private cab and the distance charged is not as ex as the actual one. So, look out for cabs that look like a Honda Fit(BLACK) with round backside and (YELLOW) top.

After I reach NYP, i went to do a lab test on Ubuntu. I was flustered when i look at the paper. Everything looks greek to me. But Luckily again, i flipped through the lab sheets and finally those lab sheets shed some light for me. It was a breeze in the end.

The whole class decided to RUN AWAY from Foo's lesson today. lol... Maybe all of us are really tired from the test and it was really stressful (for me). We went off to Plaza Singapura to eat that waffles ice cream @ GELARE (Plaza Singapura).

The address is:

68 Orchard Road #05-20
Plaza Singapura
Singapore 238839
Telephone: (65) 6338-4023

Anyway, i ordered a Swiss Chocolate Macadamia with Maple syrup on the waffles @ SGD$5.90. It was heavenly man. But very sweet though. Normally, it could cost up to more than 10 dollars for that, but because it is Tues , HALF PRICE PROMOTION IS ON!

After which, we went to somewhere near paradiz centre area to have ROCHOR DAO HUEY... Wa.. Best. I had this sesame peanut ball to go with the dao huey and it taste better than i thought. A bite of that thick peanut paste and sweet sesame skin, plus the sweet dao huey that interacts with the sesame and peanut in your mouth.. Man.. ITS GOD LIKE! It was great

One of friend has this Grass jelly with Dao Huey Drink, and guess what name it was given? MICHEAL JACKSON! lol... Wonder why it was given that name, but everyone was laughing off when the auntie screamed, "MICHAEL JACKSON 一杯!".

And as we were eating, we saw this thaipusam event. It is celebrated with the indians with needles/hooks pierced through the body and carrying/pulling the items given to them. It looks really painful. But they believe that it is painless cause god give them the power to do all these? I am not sure about this...

Anyway, to summarise today, I have only two words.. And that is, "SHIOK AR!". LOL...

I hope to have more of these. Off to workout to burn out that peanut ball i ate. haha.

BUAIZ~

What a SEM!

2008-01-21T21:01:00.001+08:00

Its has really been a semester of nua~ing and of course, fun interaction with classmates.

I was taught poker, Dai Dee, BlackJack, alot more... etc which I didnt know how to play/play well initially. Be because of these best buddies I have known in school, i think I can play like a mini pro now. LOL.

Thanks to Lucius, Justin, Hanif, Ren jie, Tim, Jack, Aldis, Bernard, Ivan, Sue.. alot more in my major and FYP class. Even though they might suan me or say something bad to make themselves happy (=P), I dun really mind. This is what I call a fun class. Sometimes they will bring me so high up, and next the moment, they push me down when I was at the highest, its was tragic... lol...

Renjie is one friend that has the most comedian cell, follow by lucius who has those steven spielberg cells to make really nice short movies. haha.. Damn damn damn damn damn entertaining... you can go and check it out @ bondevia.com!

Hmm.. but time passes really fast! i got this timetable for common test and exams already.. Gosh! time to mug for stupid test/exams. F**K!

Will update very slowly from now on...

Damn.... =[

Projects~

2007-12-20T11:42:00.000+08:00

I got a pleasant desktop. But what do'ya know, those stupid lecturer's project totally wrecked it upside down. DAMN!

1 Network proposal
1 testing research
1 php site
1 change management site
1 comm skills interview
1 MS project documentation

Totally, SUCKS man...

ＨｏｗＩ　ｗｉｓｈ　ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｗａｌｋ　ｏｕｔ　ａｎｄ　ｗａｓｈ　ｍｙ　ｈａｎｄｓ　ｏｆｆ　ｔｈｅｓｅ　ｃrａｐｐｙ　ｓｔｕｆｆ．　ＧＯＤ！

Final TESTShowdown Results

2007-12-10T21:37:00.000+08:00

Today's test is pretty much easy to do. only 1 question is not attempted. 6 marks .. ah.. what the hell, give it to them. :P I still got 94 more points to go. LOL~

Well, Thanks for all my friends around me who have helped me always.

And special thanks to Ivan who contributed his Hell gate London posters to me. Thanks IVAN!

Here's some of the posters: (P.S. Please wait a while while the picture loads.)

HELL GATE LONDON

Leave me some comments on those posters. But please do not talk about the resolution. I know my camera sucks. LOL =p THANKS!

The death day for IT3847 module

2007-12-10T12:53:00.000+08:00

Currently still trying to do the final preparation before going to school to do the final showdown of this module IT3847. So what's it gonna be? Blank out or remember what to write.

I am not too sure about it myself, but one things for sure. After this test, be it good or bad attempt, I am a free man for 3 weeks!!!

YAHOO~

Keep you guys updated about my test attempt later. = ]

Day 2 of memorizing

2007-12-09T12:50:00.000+08:00

Ah... Day2 of memorizing the answers for module IT3847. Seems pretty good to me. I can memorize most of it, from Tutorial 1-4 . Currently moving off to Tutorial 5 plus the past year test papers. I think i can pass this module test.

But I am still a little worried of my mind going blank on the day itself. Anyone has any suggestions that can assist me in doing well in this ICT project Management And Implementation Test?

No matter how I Feel, Good or Bad, I will still update you guys on how I fare for that day.

So stay tuned to Rui's bLOg = ]

Test on MONDAY

2007-12-09T03:41:00.000+08:00

well, its 3.40am in the morning and nothing seems to be going into my head.

This module IT3847 seems to be bothering me. Its like an obstacle that separates my mind and body from resting . I have tried means and ways to memorizing my answers, from shortcut idioms to alphabets or even items that can let me remember those answers.

Nothing seems to work and I am really starting to freak out when the book is still as thick as ever and I have not started memorizing much. The worse part is, I am not even worried inside me but stressed on the outside on why am I not feeling the intense of this Going to failure mental inside me.

My guts tells me, "Rui, things will work out eventually.". I hope my guts is right. I really pray hard for that to happen.